11-July-2026

Maybe it's still me. After many things, after many years, i'm still myself. And maybe I will always go back to the things that made me happy, even without noticing, I always end up in the same place, one where i'm happy, one where I feel peace, after everything, i'm still myself and I still love life.

10-July-2026

Today i'm really happy and excited because it's finally friday ¡yayyyyyyy!

I already talked a little bit about this on my foods I love section, but I wanna talk about this again.

Friday is my favorite day of the week, I absolutely LOVE friday 😁. With my mother and little brother we have a tradition of going to a local bakery close to my home every friday in the evening. All of the bread and pastries from this bakery are absolutely delicious and I love eating them a calm friday night, it feels like when I eat my favorite pastries or bread the whole world stops for a second, all of my problems disappear, there's only calm, joy and the incredible taste of warm bread ❤️.

Another part to this whole experience is the walk to the bakery. I walk to the bakery with my mom and my little brother, the walk is around 10 minutes, but we cross the small center of my really small city (wich is a park with several small cafes and stores around), almost always in the evening, when the sky is just starting to get dark. I love walking there, watching people engage in different activities, people talking to each other, kids playing together in the park, people enjoying ice cream or a coffee. Every person is doing their own thing, enjoying life in a different way, every person looks happy, and that makes me happy too. I love watching the sky get dark, the moon getting higher in the sky, then the temperature lowers just a little bit and sometimes it gets kinda windy, and the world feels calm, and I feel full of peace, full of joy, full of excitement, I remember why i'm still alive, it is to feel things like these, i'm alive because life is beautiful, i'm alive because even after the worst week of my life I know friday will come, and then I will walk to my favorite bakery and I will get my favorite food.

I always eat my bread or pastry for dinner while watching a nice show like Gravity Falls or Phineas and Ferb with my mom and my little brother. I love this moment, I love friday, I love life ❤️.

I'm really happy beacuse as I write this I already got my favorite bread from this bakery, I took a nice refreshing shower, I put on my favorite pyjamas and I will eat my bread for dinner in just a few minutes, after that I will watch a movie with my mom and my brother while we eat chips. Life is good ❤️.

9-July-2026

It's midnight as I write this.

Yesterday I went out with a friend, I don't know if she really likes me anymore, things felt kinda weird. She took a few pictures of us, but she only posted herself, cutting me from a couple pics :(

8-July-2026

Hiiii, so this thing is meant to be like a vlog or just a place where I can share my thoughts ;)

I am really sleepy, I couldn't sleep well yesterday because I was kinda anxious :(